What having a child means to us

We will finally get to hold our prayers in our arms, like we prayed about everyday for years. We'll hear our child's cry and melt away. All of our hopes and dreams will have came true and all of our future dreams will have meaning. I will finally be a MOMMY, and Jeremy will finally get to be a Father. We will finally get that feeling all you parents say you feel. The love at first sight, unconditional love, and the feeling of being that little blessings everything. Our parents will finally get to be grandparents and spoil the heck out of their grandchild. My brother will finally get to experience being an uncle and he'll be one amazing uncle.

Holidays will be blessed with the laughter and love of  children. We'll be able to attend birthday parties and family functions without the fear of breaking down. We will be able to go shopping and instead of dreaming about when we could use that for our child we could actually buy it and use it.

Instead of fertility doctor appointments, numerous blood draws and fertility drugs oral or injections
We will have well-child visits with sticker and suckers.

There will be no more

• patiently waiting for our life to start
• crying over failed cycle after cycle
• fear or never having children
• dreams that wont ever come true 

The possibilities are endless to what a child will bring to our family. We live life to the fullest already but to share that with our child/children will be a blessing. To have our child carry on the memory of the life we gave them and to have their own children to bless us with grandchildren one day. This is what having a child means to us. LIFE the ability to do what God put us on earth to do. 

As for now we will keep fighting, and keep pushing through this journey. We will embrace everything we have had to go through to get where we are today because we know all the waiting, tears, fears, and the pain of treatments will have been worth it.